What if your afterlife is what you make for yourself?

scary, yet cool. So if I surrendered to the collective thought (what I learned from the society while I'm still on earth) and ceased existing, I stay non-existent until I chose not to. That means if I want to re-member What I Really Am, I could do so. Cool. I can come back to earth as a human again or as a spirit guide or as an enlightened master. That's a really nice idea you got there.